134. Gumiho

Assalamualaikum,

I finally finished up my EE and also my English Individual Oral Presentation...well, I can finally sleep at ease just now since it feels like the burden has lessen so much from before...however, a few days ago, I was nearly got admitted in the hospital due to some kind of weird abdomen pain. Hehe. My friend said that it was Salmonella, a kind of food poisoning but the doctors did not say anything like that. so well, i dont really mind as long as I am feeling much better now. hehe

so, during the weekend, I spend my time watching drama. It was a korean drama entitled "My Girlfriend is a Gumiho". 

Gu-Mi-Ho is a nine-tailed fox. It will be Pal-Mi-Ho if one of the tail disappeared. hehe.

I really love the drama and honestly at first, I was kind of not interested to watch the movie since the hero look normal and nothing special about his face that attracts me. However, because of the girl, Shin Min Ah, is so beautiful and cute also, so I continue watching and I finally love the hero, Lee Seung Gi. 

As for the OST, I really love these 3 songs:

1. Fox Rain (Main Theme)

2. Losing My Mind (Dae Woong Theme)

3. Hoy Hoy Song

hehe, these 3 songs really are the best and the lyrics for the song Losing My Mind really makes me like it more and more.

Losing My Mind - Lee Seung Gi

No no jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomaneul saranghae jeongmal mianhae nunmulman heulleonaeryeo
Jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomuna bogopa nega bogopa jebal nal yongseohaejwo jeongsini nagasseonnabwa

Huhoehaedo imi neujeotdaneungeol ara seulpeohaedo ijen modu soyongeopdan geol
Barami bureoogo nae mami siryeo wado neol dasineun bol su eomni
Baby nareul tteonagajima oh baby naneun neo hanappunya
Geudaeyeo dorawa nal kkwak anajwo neo eobsin gyeondil su eobseo

Jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomaneul saranghae jeongmal mianhae nunmulman heulleonaeryeo
Jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomuna bogopa nega bogopa jebal nal yongseohaejwo jeongsini nagasseonnabwa

Saranghandan mareul motaesseo mianhaeseo gomapdaneun maldo motaesseo tteonalkkabwa
Come back to me my girl my girl oneulbam neo ttaeme jam mot irugo
Baby nareul tteonagajima oh baby naneun neo hanappunya
Geudaeyeo dorawa nal kkwak anajwo neo eobsin gyeondil su eobseo

Jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomaneul saranghae jeongmal mianhae nunmulman heulleonaeryeo
Jeongsini nagasseonnabwa geuttaen naega eotteoke neoreul tteonaga
Neomuna bogopa nega bogopa jebal nal yongseohaejwo jeongsini nagasseonnabwa

Salmyeosi anajugo sipeo salmyeosi ip matchugo sipeo
Geudaeui pumeseo na jamdeulgo sipeo

The translation for the lyrics in English is:

I think i lost my mind at that time
how could i left you
i only loves you i'm really sorry
i could only cry

I think i lost my mind at that time
how could i left you
i really miss it. I miss you
please forgive me~ i think i lost my mind

I know that it's too late now
even i'm sad it's all useless
even if the wind blows and my heart is lonely
i can't see you anymore, oh~

Oh baby don't leave me
oh baby you're the only one for me

Please come back. Please hug me tightly
i can't bear it without you

I think i lost my mind at that time
how could i left you
i only loves you i'm really sorry
i could only cry

I think i lost my mind at that time
how could i left you
i really miss it. I miss you
please forgive me~ i think i lost my mind

I couldn't say the word 'i love you' (because i'm sorry)
i also couldn't say the word 'thanks' (because you might leave)
come backt to me my girl (my girl)
i can't sleep today because of you

Oh baby don't leave me
oh baby you're the only one for me

Please come back. Please hug me tightly
i can't bear it without you

I think i lost my mind at that time
how could i left you
i only loves you i'm really sorry
i could only cry

I think i lost my mind at that time
how could i left you
i really miss it. I miss you
please forgive me~ i think i lost my mind

I wanna hug you slowly, i wanna kiss you slowly
i wanna fall a sleep in your arms yeah yeah yeah


wah!! if only someone dedicate this song to me, I will really like him and be with him. hehe. because this song is too sweet and I love it so much.

hehe. Adios... to those who haven't watch this, don't forget to watch it. as for my bf, wait until u get it. hehe

133. Analogi Cinta

Assalamualaikum...

hari ni saya nak post sesuatu yang saya pernah post dalam blog saya yang dahulu...hehe...menarik taw...

Jika kamu memancing ikan…

Setelah ikan itu terikat di mata kail, hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu…

Janganlah sesekali kamu lepaskan ia semula ke dalam air begitu saja…

Kerana ia akan sakit oleh kerana sakitnya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup...

Begitu juga setelah kamu memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang…

Setelah dia mula menyayangimu hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya…

Janganlah sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja...

Kerana ia akan terluka dengan kenangan bersamamu dan mungkin tidak dapat melupakan segalanya selagi dia mengingat… 

Jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada, 

jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya dan janganlah menganggap ia begitu teguh...

cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu...

Apabila sekali ia retak tentu sukar untuk kamu menampalnya semula...

Akhirnya ia dibuang…

Sedangkan jika kamu cuba memperbaikinya mungkin ia masih dapat dipergunakan lagi…..

Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang, terimalah seadanya…

Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu istimewa…

Anggaplah ia manusia biasa...

Apabila sekali ia melakukan kesilapan bukan mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya...

Akhirnya kamu kecewa dan meninggalkannya...

Sedangkan jika kamu memaafkannya boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan berterusan hingga ke akhirnya...

Jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi, pasti baik untuk dirimu...

Mengenyangkan, berkhasiat...

Mengapa kamu berlengah,cuba mencari makanan yang lain...

Terlalu ingin mengejar kelazatan...

Kelak,nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh memakannya...

Kamu akan menyesal...

Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan yang membawa kebaikan kepada dirimu... Menyayangimu, mengasihimu...

Mengapa kamu berlengah,cuba membandingkannya dengan yang lain...

Terlalu mengejar kesempurnaan...

Kelak, kamu akan kehilangannya apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain kamu juga akan menyesal...

p/s: dalam bercinta pun kene ada adab...jangan ingat orang itu sangat menyayangi kita, kita boleh berlaku kejam kepadanya...bayangkanlah jika kita berada di tempatnya...pasti sakit...huhu

>>>sorry selalu sakitkan hati awak...sabar ea...

Adios!!!

132. Hakikat itu benar

assalamualaikum, 

I have been busy since I started my new semester...it was hectic...everything need to be done and everyone is pacing irregularly fast...sometimes, it feels like how can people have enough time with only 24/7...it is too short!

well, doom...haha...maybe no one else feels like that...its only me...why? because I am lazy, stubborn...and also sgt2 suke procastinate...when dateline is near, mula lah jadik lipas kudung...but I think that is me...I love to work last minutes because I think I will be more focus and concentrate....

however, despite my busyness, I was down for about 3 days including today...well, the reason is because my own stupidity...feeling happy with love but at one point, the love hunt you down to your deepest despair...

love that I meant is love for everything....not for couple only, which means couple is still included, but with other loves...hehehe

what I wanna say is that, sometimes I am a bit confused...

is this feeling what we called love? or is it destiny? or is it a mistake? 

a mistake that is done when I carelessly let my heart fall for someone, loves someone so deep, 

and blinded by the love...

well, I was disappointed with everyone that I love...

every single person that I love...

sometimes it feels like the world is too cruel, the people in it are cruel...

but how come, I also feel that fate is cruel...

I know its wrong but that is just a feeling...

what I face this week was a very expected outcome that would happen...

I admit it was my mistake, no other person is involved...

however, what hurts me most is that the fact, the reality that is being repeated again and again at my ears to hear it...for my head to digest it...and for my brain to finally able to memorise it...that is the real pain...

how I feel like shouting to everyone 

"Yes I know and what the hell are you doing by repeating the fact again and again? I knew it already..."

yes, 

I know the fact that I am stupid for believing an empty dream

I know all he tells are lies...

I know there will never be end

I know what I did was wrong

I know the feelings is not eternal...

I know the punishment is cruel...

I know my study is important

I know that I am bound to repay everyone kindness...

I know it!!!!

I just knew it and no one can ever imagine how I felt...

but for once, did you all really need to spur all the truth right to my face for me to hear it? for me to see it? and for me to always realise it?

its unbearable...really...

just like during SPM, I was left, alone...

it feels like I was pushed down a really high cliff and all I got was just myself...

no one ever said anything...so, I can live...

because, I am prepared...I know that day will come one day...

sooner or later it will come...he will leave...

and when it happens, I accepted it...

because eventhough I know it was a mistake from beginning, 

I am the one who choose and decide for it...

I accept is as fact...even with regret...

although no one told me the fact, 

deep in my heart I always believe the fact of him, leaving...

so, just keep the fact to yourself...

just like when someone is sick and dying...

do you think she will like it if you tell her so many times that she is dying???

do you think she is glad and happy enough that someone is actually reminding her that she wont live long???

no, she will not like it...and she will never ask...

but deep inside her heart, 

she knows, she understand and she is preparing herself

to accept that she is dying...

sometimes, there are facts that even though it is not told, 

people know...or at least the heart knows...

so, just let it be...let the heart decide...you dont have to be like an alarm clock that always ring to remind someone that her time has come or is coming nearer or reminding how will it end...

it already hurts so much to prepare myself for the possibility...

but it hurts more when everyone is making me realise that I am still not ready for the possibility...

131. #TipsForBoysInLove

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
>>>Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
>>>KEEP READING ..

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

>>>Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
>>>One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!
>>>WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.
>>>ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.
>>>REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
>>>MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.

41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.
>>>You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

♥!

hehe, so, gurlz out there...are these really what you all want??? erm, as for me, I am not exactly sure myself...They are pretty confusing actually...haha...but there is no doubt that there are few things that should not be done without halal relationship...so, I guess, this would be practical after you get married lads! tell your husbands these, and you'll definitely get them...well, it still depends...

kalau tak dapat, pandai2 lah...jangan cari sy...hehe

as for boys, jgn terus wt bnd ni...bek confirmkn dulu..tak memasal kang ada mamat kene ketuk or tampar ngan perempuan tu...hahaha...

AdiOs!!!