120. My...Best Companion

assalamualaikum...

hehe, well, actually yesterday night I was a bit emotional...I was talking with my boyfriend and everything seems  fine and right but there was something wring with my heart that it really feels like crying...

so, I started to cry without even knowing the reason why I cried in the first place...

but somehow, while I was crying badly...something crossed my mind and I said it to him...

"you know, to me, my best companion and true friend would be my tears...why? because every time I was sad or was down, and yet everyone turned their back on me, everyone left, my tears will always be there to accompany me each time and any time"

huhu...I was afraid that he might find out that I was sad, so, I covered it up with a silly question like...

"it is funny right?"

but he answered saying that ;

"it is not, its cool.."

haha...at that time I was laughing and thinking what the, but never mind, maybe he is being nice...

so, I replied back...

"owh, I see...my humor is not working on you"

and I was surprised to read his reply when he said,

"but you are not trying to make a joke right?"

so I was crying really badly and even worst...since now I think I already have 

TWO BEST COMPANION and I am actually glad that he understands me even though in such emotional moments and I was still trying to cover my sadness but he comforts me in a special way, like he usually does, and only him know how to do it well...

so, thank you for being by my side and I HATE YOU > (the opposite of it) hahaha...