62. Pembohongan Itu

selamat petang...

hari ini saya ada post yang amat bermakna untuk diri saya...

sebab post ini akan berkisar tentang seseorang...seorang insan yang :

1. saya sayangi

2. saya sanjungi

3. saya kagumi

4. saya ingati

5. saya kasihi

insan ini sangat special untuk saya dan tiada satu pun yang lain di dunia ini yang mampu menggantikannya...dari aspek apa pun jua, dia tetap menjadi tuan di hati ini...

insan itu ada gelarannya...

insan itu ada namanya...

insan itu ada ertinya...

insan itu adalah IBUKU...

sebagai seorang ibu, aku tahu beliau amat menyayangi ku...bak kata ibu sewaktu aku masih kecil,

"kalau tak sayang, kecik-kecik dulu dah picit-picit sampai mati"

tapi ibu yang sanggup mengorbankan diri mengandungkanku dan melahirkanku, begitu lah juga beliau sanggup membohongi aku semata-mata untuk kebaikan ku, bukan kebaikan nya...aneh sekali sayang seorang ibu...

 

61. DO IT

selamat pagi cikgu...

hehe, that is what we used to say as a student aitte...its kinda cute heh...

actually, being a student is not an easy task to do, you know...with all the stuffs that need to be done by the due dates and also to pay attention at what interests us the most so that we will continuously be spirited in doing something...huhu...very hectic and amazing actually...

so, recently, my life was messed up by the assessment needed for internal as well as external marking which are for our real examination on the next semester...so, I did have a thought about quitting or maybe taking things for granted and just do everything as it is, enough for it to be done...I was actually planning on not putting extra effort on it...

60. Hatiku

salam semua...

dah lama tak update sebab busy yg teramat sangat...malam semalam pun tak sempat tido langsung sebab penangan menyiapkan mathematics portfolio..haha...

tapi, nak cerita insiden minggu lepas bertarikh 12 Julai...ade la seorang teman ni bertanya, 

"kenapa kau suka pentingkan orang lain ha?? kenapa mesti fikir orang lain lebih dari diri kau sendiri?? kenapa tak fikir apa yang lebih bermanfaat untuk diri kau?? "

no matter how is it an dwhat is the situation, I won't prioritize them if there are someone that has no connection in my life...but, they are people who I feel the most important person in my life...so, don't argue about that because it did not happen on plan, it just happen...and of course everything happens for reasons...

59. Worst Ever

여보세요

hehe...well, I really missed him a lot I guess...I was having problem to contact and reach him for nearly a week now...wait, a week?? that is really a long period of time...miss him badly...huhu...

actually because of the trouble I was having and also the worries of what is in my head about anything that might happen to him, I dreamed last night, about him...

well, what do you guys think about dream??? is dream something that can be true or just a game of sleep??

some people said that dreams can be what would be happening...

some said differently as dreams are something that will not be happening but the opposite of it that will happen...

and other would say that dreams are something that symbolize our feelings...as we might dream bout whom we care or miss so much...

but I did hear another opinion that says dreams are sign to show that the people that was in our dream was actually missing us and trying to find us...

so, which one is true??? 

58. ^.^

57. Sentiasa Di Sisiku

kadang-kadang kita je yang tak sedar,

yang sebanarnya ada someone yang jaga kita,

yang sayang kita,

dan stalk kita...

Dia lebih cintakan kita

lebih dari siapa pun...

pakwe saya pun tak sanggup agaknye

nak kira air mata saya...

silap-silap, dia yang buat 

saya lagi mengalirkan air mata

ade la kot...ish3...

so, buat ape nak risau bile

ade kekasih hati 

yang lebih prihatin...

iaitu Allah... :)

56. Perjalanan Itu

perjalanan itu,

bukan sesuatu yang kita tahu,

kita hanya melangkah lesu,

menninggalkan yang lalu...

perjalanan itu, 

mungkin tiada penghujungnya, 

tidak jelas takdirnya,

hanya Allah menegtahuinya...

perjalanan itu, 

barangkali membuat kita tersasar,

dalam ombak hidup yang besar,

tanpa kita sedari halangannya mencabar...

perjalanan itu, 

perlu kita sedari, 

ianya hanya persinggahan duniawi,

sebelum setiap dari kita menemui mati...

perjalanan itu, 

mungkin menwarkan cinta,

terkadang membawa lara, 

tapi semua itulah yang menggamit rasa,

yang disebaliknya ada bahagia...

dan kerana itulah, hargai setiap detik perjalanan yang dimiliki..

kerana ianya bernilai dan tidak sia-sia...

55. Melangkah Sendiri

assalamualaikum...

hari ini, mood hidup aku kurang bahagia...suram je...memang tak dinafikan sepi tu membaluti aku dalam tempoh seminggu ni..memang terasa dengan pemergiannya...aku tak sangka dia begitu nekad untuk melakukannya walaupun kegagalannya sembunyi sedih dapat aku kesan...

bisiklah padaku kalau memang aku bersalah...tetaplah di sisi aku untuk membetulkan aku...bukan begini caranya...bukan pergi meninggalkan aku...bukan menjarakkan dirimu...

aku hampir terjatuh hanya kerana sekelumit rasa kecewa...terkadang aku terjatuh...terkadang aku lemah...terkadang aku terlupa adanya kucupan sayang yang lebih bermakna dan lebih besar berbanding darimu...

54. Silence is Golden

Nature has given us two 

ears, two eyes, and but one 

tongue, to the end that we 

should hear and see more than 

we speak. (Socrates)

I really think that I should watch out whenever I am talking about something...anyway, I think that is why God only gives us one mouth...because it is the most dangerous part that we should beware of since it can determine what happen next in our lives...based on words we utter, promises we made, wishes that we hope and also confession we committed... :)

53. Be Careful What You Wish For

good evening I bod to everyone...

I believe that everyone is most likely has heard this phrase before..it is either in quotes, novel or from someone's mouth...the phrase of "be careful what you wish for" is a very meaningful and yet very dreadful...hehe

 it is a novel...have you read it?? I did..hehe

52. Memory of Love

assalamualaikum....

post kali ini akan ditulis dalam bahasa campur...maksudnya ada bahasa melayu dan bahasa inggeris...

this post would be about the feelings of love...it is very subjective to know whether we love someone or not...in my situation, I am actually still confused about my feeling...am I still not letting him go?? am I still loving him???

even myself is still not sure about it, then how can everyone else make their assumptions that I am actually have not let him go because I still love him...

51. To Love is To Let Go

¡Hola

it has been quite sometimes since I last updated my post...but I bet that this post would be just a simple and short post...

referring to the post title I have given, I think everyone should have been able to make a random wild guest about what is it....

so, basically, the statement would be ;

" if we love someone, we should let him or her go as long as he or she is happy in life "

50. Friend's Jealousy

buenos dias...

did you ever feel jealous for someone or about something? yeah, it is a very common and cannot be avoided because it is natural....we often feel jealous when we love something or someone but it seems like we are losing them...at that point, we sure are jealous...sometimes, I just can't retrieve when did I start to feel jealous about something...unfortunately, jealous is actually a disease and sickness...haha...I am sick...help me!!!

what I know is that, if we are feeling jealous for a healthy competition, then, it is good...but, when the jealousy get grip on you and it starts to control your life to be such a jerk, then it is really a disease...